Fragile

Ever Wonder how fragile life can be?
i still remember the first day of school
who was that Beng with blue hair
told kiat he had a rival.
He came on stage...
he was trying to hit on girls...
LMAO
we became friends quickly...
i soon found out he stayed 2 blocks away..
once in a while we'd hang
May you rest in peace...
Your place in heaven is there for you
amen

Suicidal

i hate to say i told you say...
i knew it...
caught in the middle...
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Casi Perfecto..
life is blissful when things go your way..
Superman..
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Cuz its you and me and all other people
with nothing to do...
nothing to lose...
and its you and me and all other people
and i don't know why...
i can't keep my eyes off of you...
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maybe its me, maybe not

A twang of loneliness...
No one around to listen..
No one what so ever to even say hello..
them same old story
happening all over again...
rejected
dejected
denied..

The Dead and the Dying

Shit seems to follow me wherever i go...
i need some answers...
i have no idea what is wrong...
shit..
this sucks...
i hate it...

Confused..

I dunno what to do...
feel like i am caught in the middle of chaos...
i am dying...
literally...
socially...
emotionally...
i dunno what to do..
whats going on?
emotion gets in the way of things
feelings are intangible barriers that bind man together..
however...
if i had accidentally caused a scar...
a stray blade to cut through the intangibles..
let me know...
cause i really wouldn't know...
especially if i think we were all joking...
let me know...
please..
for anyone i have offended...
sorry...
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society is again bound by feelings..
love hate envy denial..
they all exist in unison...
imagine a simple relationship chart where one person is friends with many..
a war between 2 of his close friends takes its toll on him
whether they realise it or not..
its sad...
that the world is full of politics
cant every one just get along?
just try to be friends?
damn...
things are getting interesting
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i have stupid lumps hear and there
i have blood coming from my neck..
i think i am dying
but what do i know?
i am just a kid
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Blood is thinker than water...
But to someone selfless
there is no difference...